Man i know this sux, i hate getting older, im 16 now and today is christmas...and thats it...we celebrated it with my family yesterday since its on a monday this year but it wasnt like wow its christmas, its just we got together, why does the fun fade...i hate i want to keep being excited and what not. i got gifts and everything but it wasnt as exciting.
I'm really sorry to hear this. Set a goal to make next year the best year ever! Remember Christmas isn't about material gifts. Eternal Salvation is the gretest gift of all and it's absolutely free! All you have to do is accept Jesus Christ into your heart. Just think about that the next time your down and out. When things get difficult for me and I get frustrated and depressed, I just think about how awesome things will be one day in Heaven! This life is like a vapor and is soon over, but Heaven is forever! That cheers me up!