Dude next time maybe try to make a better name for your subject. You made it sound like some long time friend died and u were depressed. I personally add and lose friends weekly, some I even get back. At the end of the day they're random people so don't get to attached to them, I have people that have been offline for 20 months, it saddens me but not extreme. Point is, don't clinge to these random people as they may not always be there.
Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down - Rick Astley